So much to be grateful for...

With today being Thanksgiving I just want to take a moment to be grateful.... I have so much! A few things I am very grateful for are:

1. My parents.... without them I wouldn't be who I am today! My mom taught me how to be a loving mother. My mom and dad were always there for me whenever I needed them. My dad would always go on my field trips with me, even if it was an over nighter at the Enviromental Center! I never went without anything that I needed and seldom went without what I wanted! My parents ALWAYS took the very best care of me and my brother and sisters. They are such great parents and I love them both so much!

2. My husband... Lets be honest he has to be one of the most patient men out there in the world today.... He is such an amazing husband and even a more amazing father! He is always trying to do what ever he can to make me and my girls happy! He lays in my spot on the bed to warm it up before I come to bed! He will always get me socks for my cold feet no matter what time of day or night it is! Right now he is running around town trying to find me a newspaper that has all the black Friday ads in it!! He is so amazing!! I love you Tracy!!

3. My BEAUTIFUL girls... I am so extremely grateful for my 3 girls! They make me so happy! They always put a smile on my face and warm my heart! I am so grateful that I get to stay home with them to experience all of the joys of motherhood... It was always something that I wanted to do is stay home with my family and I get to do it!!! I am so grateful that this year Ella was able to join our family. Hannah and Madelyn love their little sister so much, they help with anything that she may need. I love you, Hannah, Mady, and Ella!!!

4. My sisters.... I love my sisters so much! Dallice is so loyal and always there for me! I have loved watching my little sis grow up into such a great person. She is such a good mom that loves her family so much! Thank you Dallice for all you've done for me and my family! I love you! I also love my big sis Brea! She may not be here with us now to enjoy all the things we are doing but growing up she was a great big sis! She was a great mom who loved her kids so much! I know that she is watching over us probably laughing her head off that we have turned her Jordan into a black Friday nut!! I love you Brea and I know that one day I will be able to tell you that!!!

5. My brother... Sometimes I give my brother a hard time and say that when people know him and realize that I am his sister I always say I really like people to get to know me before they know we are related! The other day when I mentioned this to someone I ran into she said that Zack is a good person and was always kind to her! I know that my brother is a kind person and a great dad! He loves Harlie so much and uses his time off to spend with her. He comes and shovels my walks when Tracy is out of town. He is such a good person and loves his family! I love you Zack! Thanks for being my brother!

6. My nieces and nephew... I just love my sweet nieces and nephew soooo much! They are such great kids! Tyson makes me so proud of all his accomplishments that he has achieved this year! His mom is so proud of him, I just know it because I know that all of us are so proud of him! I cannot believe how grown-up my Jordy is! She is so much fun to be around and such a help with my girls! She is so beautiful! Harlie, Korie, and Gracie you are such good girls! I love you all so much and I know that Aunt Spring is going to always be your favorite auntie!!!

7. My friends.... I have been so blessed to have the amazing friends that I do have... Good friends are such a blessing! To me my friends are my extended family! I have been so blessed with good friends that helped us when we have needed a little help! I have friends that have been my friends for many years and some that have only been my friend for a short time but you are all very important to me and I value our friendship very much!

8. The Gospel... I am so fortunate to have the gospel in my life! Through the Atonement of our Savior Jesus Christ I know without a doubt that I will be able to be with my family forever and I will be able to see my loved ones that have passed on.... I miss my grandparents and remember all of the past Thanksgivings that we were able to spend together. I also miss my Grandpa Zondervon's sweet sisters that have passed. I really miss my big sister, Brea and it will be such a joyous time to reunite with them all! Through the gospel we will be able to do this!

9. My Country.... I am so grateful that I live in the United States of America! I am grateful for the men and women that fight and have fought to make us a free country... I am grateful that my dad helped me to understand how important the military is and all that they do for us!

10. My in-laws.... I have been so blessed to marry into such a great family. They are always there willing to help our family whenever or with whatever we may need! My girls love there grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins very much! We all have so much fun when we are all together! Thank you for accepting me into such a great family!!

*Warm Showers when I get one...
*Yummy Food to eat...
*High Heels to make me look thinner...
*Uggs to keep my feet warm...
*Tracy's Job to pay the bills...
*Warm, Nice house to live in...


I could go on and on... I have so much and am very grateful for all that I have....

"The single greatest thing you can do to change your life today would be to start being grateful for what you have right now. And the more grateful you are, the more you get." – Oprah.

Ella's 4 months old...

Today Ella is four months old! I can't believe she has been a part of our family for four months now... She is such a sweet baby. Its hard to imagine our family without her being a part of it! She just fits perfectly into our family. Tracy and I took her to Dr. Barhorst today for her four month WCC. She weighs 13 lbs. 13 1/2 oz. and is 23 1/2 inches long. She is growing so fast!

Ella is such a good baby! She is so content. In the morning she wakes up and talks to herself in her crib. She doesn't cry she just lays there and talks! I love to hear her little voice! She really rarely cries. Only when she is hungry or tired. She has started to have a little bit of stranger anxiety already. Dr. Barhorst said she must be a smart baby to already recognize this. I am definitely going to agree with her on this! I think she is so smart and strong. She loves to stand on her legs and hold her head up! The other night she rolled over! I kept begging her not to do this.... I said Ella don't do it but she just kept rolling and then decided she didn't like being on her belly so she rolled back! Its just another sign that she is growing up!

Favorite things Ella does:

1. She has the cutest little smile that can melt your heart.

2. She coos and talks to you like you are the only one she cares about.

3. She loves to be sung to.

4. As she is swinging she looks at herself in the mirror and talks to herself.

5. My most favorite thing my sweet Ella does--- SLEEPS THROUGH THE NIGHT!!!


We love you so much Ella and you have made our happy family even happier!!!

All day at the hospital....

On Friday Mady woke up and said behind her ear hurt... I really didn't think much of it until I saw it! Behind her ear and underneath all the way down her neck it was completely swollen! She had a field trip that day so Tracy took her to instacare to see what was going on. Well they did a strep test and it came back negative and the doctor said that she would be ok to go to school and the field trip. Well it was still really swollen but Mady seemed to be ok!! Well on Saturday it was still really swollen and it worried me. So I called up to her Pediatrician's office and they got us in. Well when we took her up there the doctor was really concerned. She thought that she may have an abscess tonsil. That didn't sound very fun! Well she wanted to make sure and told us that Mady would need a CT scan! Well Mady lost it right then. She was told that she would need to get an IV and that they did this with a needle.... Well Mady was out of control from then on! She was so scared and she let everyone in the hospital aware of this! Everyone we came in contact with she would say "I'm Scared!" I told her it was ok to be scared! When we don't know what is going on and that we aren't sure what is going to happen its ok to be scared. I told her that I was going to be scared to get the bill from all of this! Just kidding but I really will be scared to open that bill!

Well after hours of waiting we were able to finally get her CT done. Now this didn't happen very easily... I bribed her with just about everything I could think of to get this test done! She finally accepted the bribery of a Zooble house! She was such a brave little girl!! She held very still and squeezed me and her dad's hands very tightly. I noticed Tracy's actually turning purple! She was very, very brave!! Well after the scan we had to go back up to the doctors office and wait for the test results! We were thinking of when we were going to have to schedule the surgery when the doctor came back and said she had some good news! Madelyn's saliva gland was clogged and that is what was causing the swelling. She told Mady she would need to eat sour candy and suck on hard candy to get the saliva gland working again... Mady looked at her and said " Good thing I like candy, huh!" We all laughed. We finally were able to head home after about 5 hours of hanging out at the hospital! We had one more stop to make and that was at Target for the Zooble house! It was worth every penny to have to see my sweet babes go through such a terrible ordeal! She was very nervous but she stepped up and came through and is one of the bravest little girls that I know!

Tracy had given Mady a blessing and I know that with the power of the priesthood and with the power of prayer Mady overcame her fear! I love my Heavenly Father so much and am so grateful that he hasn't left us here alone. He is with us and if we just ask he is willing to bless us and comfort us. As a mom it was so hard to watch my sweet girl go through this. I can only imagine how hard it must be for our Father in Heaven to watch us go through our trials. He is waiting for us to ask him for his help! He will help us! I love my family and thank my Father in Heaven every day for them!!!